Sink

The waves behind me are void
Because of the work I long toiled
Aware, beneath my heavy spirit
I sink between conscience and guilt

I freed the mighty expeditions
That aimed to pounce expectations
There wasn’t a single one missed
By sinking underneath my bliss

I let go of my memories to drain
To get rid of the powerful pain
Inside me I remain solid
For I don’t sink in today’s trepid

The water lies in the sea
Forever ‘till death it shall be
I thank you for how you rescued me
But now I shall sink to your arms for eternity.

P.S.
Until you came by me,
I was to death solitary
So I cannot express beyond anything
That to me, you’ve always been something

Translation: I am SO HAPPY! Is this surreal? Is this really happening? Happiness is so damned overrated.

Disclosure: I am not happy. I’m just…….delighted that I have AT LEAST one person who understands me, who helps me, who backs me up, who stands by, who I ignored coldly back then but am realizing how much this person means to me now, who is simply existing inside my cold, stupid, misunderstood (stranded) heart.