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Monday, February 11, 2008

Sweetest Sin = Most Bitter Punishment

Remember: Approximately 16 days from now (minus the exam week and minus the Saturdays), it all ends. Like, poof! After that ending comes another beginning. I don't know what I'm really afraid of: detaching too early or leaving for good. That translates to: missing my classmates when summer needs its warm welcome; or being out of Math class forever. There is literally no returning when you leave. (Figuratively, there is.)

There's a glassful of things I just cannot find answers for. Not at this moment.

And I know, I know. You think this is just some no-big-deal non-sense right? You think WE are overreacting? You think we are exaggerating? You think we're implying death here? Well, I could only say that a young horse would never know how grass tastes like if he doesn't immerse itself in it. I mean people won't know what it's like to be here if they don't stay and live.

And... I may be smart when it comes to stuff about life. I may be intellectual in analyzing people, or Psychology as my friends say... I may be getting better in Anatomy (Yeah, Bio). I may even be a real-live genius when it comes to changing people's lives..but I'm no highbrow when it comes to Math. And for that, I am punished. I don't see a reason, though. Being separated from the people you love and limiting boundaries you need to cross is ten million levels higher than not achieving something that destiny and time wanted you not to reach.

Yeah, all I could do is remember.

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